I ALMOST DIDN’T GET MARRIED. Yes, you read that correctly. I almost didn’t get married, but not for reasons that you may think. My now husband is PERFECT for me. But, at the time I was still so broken from my past. Anyone who has survived a narcissist cheater can attest to the fact that it literally changes you. It breaks you. You think you aren’t worthy of non-toxic love. You have issues with trusting. You feel inadequate.
The Sunday before our wedding, I was crying to God in church telling him how scared and broken I was, and how I questioned whether I was ready. The Lord clearly spoke to me and said, “I sent Jacob, and I sent him to help heal you.” I was surprised by what He said because everyone tells you to get healed first before you get married, but the Lord was telling me that my healing was coming in the marriage.
So I jumped…Needless to say, almost a year later, God used Jacob to do just that…heal my heart.
You may not have it all together right now, and you know what, THAT’S OKAY! There are no rules when you are trusting God with your life. All you have to do is be willing to trust him and jump. HE WILL CATCH YOU. To all my broken people out there, healing and freedom is for you. Just keep showing up, praying, and moving forward. One day you will wake up and realize that you aren’t the person you used to be. Every tear and struggle will be worth it. ❤️
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